ive realized whats been wrong –
then
there was this resonating chime
that created a cirlce of light
around the places we slept
after there was comfort and in ness
a love that was unspoken
and always will be

now
there is
but it isnt the harmony
it is a new melody that i can listen
but now and again
there are these notes that make me cringe

my eyes are not closed in meditation
for the whole piece

but were they then
or can i romanticize everything
when it is done?

I am carried in the mission
to sprinkle what i can

and to keep my heart open
to read the rest of the manual